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Apr 24, 2022ยทedited Apr 27, 2022

As often as I've been told to look within, I often seek meaning and wisdom outside myself. From other people. I want to ask my crystal ball whether my wellness will last, and I know that the answer is not known, as life has a way of throwing things at you from left field. Regardless, I worked on my project every day this week, even when was feeling bad. And this shows me that I am resilient enough to transform my negative feelings into creativity instead of letting it be subsumed by them. I must admit the magic is fading since the start of the project, but there are still moments, like yesterday, when it flares bright and haiku bounce out of me from the wonder of experience. It's almost too much, this wonder, and today I am tired, but not too tired to work on the project, at least the small everyday part of it. I wonder if I must give up on the "big" project at this point... I am just not motivated to take it up this weekend.

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